never thought the day would come when i think i have lost my bestfriend…
its sad to think that i havent seen you in what a month ? and we have what hungout twice in the past 2 months or maybe even longer. Its hard to see someone that you have so many great memories with just not be a part of your life anymore. I honestly thought we would stay bestfriends through it all but i guess things change. People grow apart in life but i just thought we wouldn’t be like this 6 months into highschool. I miss all the times we would prank call people, and do our stupid voices , all the shopping trips and now im going to miss all the soccer memories we would have because thats the only thing we had together, i just miss it all.
i miss you*
it sucks
It sucks losing people you once were so close to. People who you used to call your bestfriends. It sucks to not have the people there for you that you used to have there. Friends come and go but i thought things would be different with this certain group. I thought we could stick together and still be the same as before but thats not going to happen. No one wants to give the effort to try. It sucks not seeing your bestfriends for a long peroid of time. Knowing that there 30 metres away from you and they dont even want to see you. It just sucks.
finallly
it’s finallly my time i guess again. My time to be happy. I finallly have that guy that is there for me. I finally have no drama with my friends or family. I’m just having a stress free life right now. But today I saw a quote that really caught my eye.. it said “things fall apart so other things can fall together” this quote is so true. I have learned that if something goes wrong in my life i can’t do much i just have to move on. so when things fall apart just keep on living your life because you will be happy sooner or later. I am so happy i did that. With drew , i let that situation get to me at one point and i shouldn’t have but look at me now , i have a boy that would do anything for me to be happy. I am so thankful to have everyone in my life i have now. And i just wanted to say to all the people that are hurting from a boy right now just think… yes you are going to be sad and yes you will be heart broken but just try to remember you have all of us here for you and remember that things fall apart so other things will fall together. Remember that you will be happy sooner or later , so just remember all the memories that made you smile because those are the ones that count.
